i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
been a long time since i posted a blog... think back about the previous blog only brings back memories which i no longer wan. i dun knoe when it started. i think i got this crush on one of my juniors and it's more than i can handle. the pain the hurt is jus not worth it. i dun knoe if i should make the first move. but it jus hurts, both of us. now that i'm leaving i dun wan to be hurt or hurt another. i think i sound damn pathetic. i think i have changed over the past year. my pride has been hurt. my trust has been misplaced. who am i to trust? those around me have change.... they are starting to show their true colours... am i the one who have been over sensitive all this while? the people around me are all making their moves... they are starting to go after those they care for.... and i have been left in the dust... no one really cares anymore. they say since the Os are over we are no longer friends or something... everyone is starting to turn their back on each other... fuck it lar... why the hell is the world changing so fast.... we have lost our sense of values and morals. honour loyalty are jus words that others used to make up for their incapibility. blood brothers have all left us. we are alone.
i dun think u knoe wad i mean. and i dun knoe wad i'm doing. i jus lik u that's it. i knoe u wun ever come across this website and i dun knoe if i wan u to... wadever i'm doing knoe is going against everything that i've based my life upon. my charater has changed, for the better or worse i dun knoe... i am trying to close the gap between us, but wad is there for me to chat about? it takes 2 hands to clap... i am trying my best but i dun knoe if u even notice... every time i try, u dun always give me a reply. wad am i to do? i jus simply love ur smile ur jokes ur character... and U.... i dun knoe where this will lead to. and i knoe the ending wun be pretty... but should i or should i not?
no words can express
my love for you
im waiting for the day.
name
DATEofBIRTH
age
school
email
for you to tell me.
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that you love me too.
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